A list of some of the signs I feel, I believe, have been casted down on me by the divine entity (The Creator, God, whatever you choose to call this cosmic being beyond our comprehension). These are only a few signs I have listed, but trust me, there have been many, many more over the years. These signs keep me going in the midst of extreme adversity, in the face of bouts of immense/intense depression, during my seemingly neverending episodic spells of panic attacks...These signs keep me going through anything,...through everything. Thank you, God, for granting me this gift. I will not squander it. Promise with all my heart. Lord knows I'm trying my very best, day in and day out. I need a thousand miracles all at once, to wash away the sins present in my life. Please shine you holy illumination does on me, I've done all I can up until this point. Now, I need more help. I am not ashamed to ask for help, for I know he who comes with open heart shall never be turned away. Accept me for who I am, and accept me for who I am not. I pray...